On Hiatus

I haven't tended to this site in quite a while. Not because I gave up on it. Or because I don't want to pay attention to it. It is because of the disorderliness of life and the failings of the human beings that are part of my life. When I am doing the majority of the things that basically take all day to do, then there is not much time in the day to do other things. I am too busy doing what I HAVE to do instead of being able to have some time to unwind and do something fun that I actually like doing. I mean who wants to take care of a child while the mom is happily working on something on the computer that she likes doing? Babysitters are actually rather useless. Even if they are told what to do, they don't do it. Or they will do it in a sloppy way.....so badly done that you wish you had never asked them. So badly done, you end up wondering how they could be so dumb. The husband will do the SAME thing. Often, I wonder if the husband does it on purpose so I won't ask him to do it again.

After we moved from NJ to Virginia, it has just been a disorganized mess. The husband misplaced my car advertisement, so I lost traffic to my site and possbile book sales. I didn't have time to go online and order a new one. He also lost the books I had available for sale. I don't know where they are in the rooom of boxes in the basement. I remember seeing the box when we moved in, but he took it and ran away with it to who knows where. Then I got distracted by something and forgot to chase after him. I don't think he would have remembered where he put it anyways.

Life is a mess for now and I can't get back to doing what I would like to do. However, I keep holding out hope that I will eventually be able to get back to it.

If anyone says that are doing fine doing it all, it is a lie. Don't believe them. It isn't possible.